?

I'm not depressed

I'm not a sad person

I'm just unhappy

and the more time passes the less I'm able to enjoy things

I have God in my life

I have family and friends that love me

I have almost all the material things I want

I have good looks

I'm academically alright

I have some talents

I really think I accept my life

I don't have all the freedom there is in the world, but for someone my age with my mistakes, it's not bad.

and I can't keep on scapegoating him

a man just can't be the answer

What is it that's missing?