You have this way of dipping in and out of
Sight as things collide
Bridges burning softly in the night
And you have this way of falling in and out of
Time as it goes by
Passing silently with no goodbye

And I've spoken with all the other angels
They dont know what to do
And i agree with them whole-heartedly, I do

Telegram came today from a friend
Saying, "Where in the hell have you been?
Where are you goin'?"
I said, "I dont know, does the lonliness show?
And if so does it ever end?"

And I've spoken with all the other angels
They dont know what to do
And I agree with them whole-heartedly, I do

You have this way of meaning everything and nothing to me
At the same time
Returning my hellos with goodbyes

'Cause I've spoken with all the other angels
They dont know what to do
And I agree with them whole-heartedly, I do...

'Cause I've spoken with all the other angels
They dont know what to do
And I agree with them whole-heartedly, I do...

And I've spoken with all the other angels
They dont know what to do
And I agree with them whole-heartedly, I do

Dear God,

Life doesn't get any better.

Love,
Me

IGNORANCE

Today I'm feeling ignorant. Just that. Although I know and admit I'm human, I make mistakes and I can't possibly know everything, I feel so stupid and.. well.. ignorant.

I so hate the fact that I can't trust my feelings, but let's not get to that now, that's a whole way more complicated story.

I feel like I've made so many decisions or statements based on things I thought or told myself I knew, but did I, like really?!

People twist words, and I'm just stupid and ignorant enough to believe everything that seems to make sense on the surface, I don't know how to investigate. And like.. no memory span.

HELP FROM ABOVE PLEASE

Why do you always seem so distant when he's around? Is it because he's so big and reckless and against most things you're trying to teach me??

I tried handling that today. I did to a little extent. But this is really an indication to a flaw in my relationship with you, or to the fact that there's a side of it I haven't taken care of. I so believe in you in all my moments, I feel you around, telling me what to do. But for some reason I'm oblivious to, you just seem like a myth or a theory when he's around. I'm so afraid this is a sign I secretly or subconciously idolize him. It seems so wrong imagining you're around when he's there.

You really are my best friend, I'm always listening. I just need you to help me out with this. I want you to make me feel you're always there and supportive, even when everyone around me doesn't care about you.

Love,
Me

Homesick

My previous post.. the video and the lyrics, they made me think about that.. being homesick.

It got me thinking about the definition of home in the first place, what home is to me. And the conclusion I got to is that home is the place you feel absolutely secure and out of the reach of anything threatening. I used to long for that feeling. Having faith in nothing, I had to feel this way, even though I thought I had faith.

I am very proud to declare the fact that this feeling has no place in my heart now. I can not be homesick. I have faith in Him. He will make everything okay. Even if the whole world is after me, I have Him, only HE has the ability to set things right.

Thank you for being there for me.

Thank you for being my HOME.

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Song lyrics | Homesick lyrics

I'll lose some sales and my boss won't be happy,
But I can't stop listening to the sound
Of two soft voices
Blended in perfection
From the reels of this record that I've found.

Every day there's a boy in the mirror asking me...
What are you doing here?
Finding all my previous motives
Growing increasingly unclear.

I've traveled far and I've burned all the bridges
I believed as soon as I hit land
All the other options held before me,
Would wither in the light of my plan.

So I'll lose some sales and my boss won't be happy,
But there's only one thing on my mind
Searching boxes underneath the counter,
On a chance that on a tape I'd find...
A song for someone who needs somewhere to long for.

Homesick.

Because I no longer know where home is.